Another cloudy day but it is not surprising as its been raining the all weekend .Although the weather plays an important part in our life and influences our mood ,this weekend represented another  days when I made a  very important decision about my life .I am very optimistic and I view life as a way of grabbing opportunities so I had a good way of weighting my life It sounds scary ,isn it ?To much to think about it ,heh .Couple of days ago I saw Eat Pray Love  and the movie was very inspiring .I mirrored myself as the main character of the movie-  Liz as I took so many risks in my life .I would like to be so committed to let things go but I have issues which still control my life .I admire Liz for taking a risk and crossing over into being committed, letting go & realizing her control issues, and loving again…it’s not easy and all of those things are hard for me.She mentioned in the movie that she “wanted her appetite for life back.” I have felt the same way .I am 40s and I am not ready for the transition even I have the hunger to live the life to the fullest again . Perhaps it is the brutalities of transition but I know that im ready to move on and make things happen,I just know I am on the right path  .I guide my life after a very realistic quote :,, Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place.” – Unknown

And I learn ,I learn new things as I move on ,I am ready for ,,attraversiamo ‘’ even if I have to do all the crossing over ,all by myself . I already made my first step and I enrolled for CIMA in business accounting and this is a good decission so far



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