je suis ce que je suis ….


Amidst the confusion of the times, the conflicts of conscience, and the turmoil of daily living, an abiding faith becomes an anchor to our lives. Thomas S. Monson

I believe that we need motivation to keep us going regardless of destination.I ,among others follow the herd of people who embrace the daily living obligations.I often solitude with the ones who had the  courage to take the risks and became better for themselves.

I am that girl that needs hope and dreams to function normal.Although daily living is  a matter of turmoil and struggles, I feel blessed to have the knowledge and choices to make wise decisions about how I want to live my life.

I am a girl with an independent attitude towards life and I believe that tomorrow brings another hope,another dreams,another opportunity and on top on that it brings courage to transform ourselves into a better person.And yet,tomorrow is another day.

I mirror life with a positive outlook.I embrace a gratitude towards the nature and people because  I find solitude in internal happiness.

I am that girl who seems to conquer the world with slower and slower steps but willing to look to improve my weaknesses as I move along.My hopes turns into big dreams and as I stare at the clouds and dream with my eye open I think of all the people out there who still struggle and have no opportunities to get choices of what to do and when .The who’s ,how and what are forbidden questions.For them, future seems grey.The silver lining of the clouds slowly die under burden of hidden bricks.The Hemingway ethos of the “ man and the sea” remains a cloudy bitter lemonade.There is no connections between the man and the nature and as considering the latest worldly and catastrophic events there is no hope for closed places.The boundaries and borders make people enraged and disconnected and weaknesses become the powerful weapons.

I am still fortunate to express myself in a language often understood only by myself.My mind wonders freely and by brain is wired oddly but beautifully.I have a messy and beautiful brain that only stop when its time to rest.At night it dreams of Nile,pyramids ,Indiana Jones and much more.During the day ,I think therefore I exist.Like Descartes I analyse my surroundings and I test my powers.Limitless in thoughts I am wondersome.I am Alice in wonderland and for minutes I get scared of unknown and that is something normal to experience.

I am that girls that acknowledge that I have weaknesses like everybody else but amidst conscience I don’t let my weaknesses to destroy my future.I am fully aware that our weaknesses are our greatest enemies but sometimes its better to sleep with the enemy rather to kill the poor soul.

I am that girl that I put myself in other people’s shoes and I try to see life from their angle.I try to understand how they feel at that moment in time and try to understand their coping strategies.

I often ask myself if we need education to become better person or we need to become humble in order to overcome burden.

Life is full of choices and ‘’Today I choose life. Every morning when I wake up I can choose joy, happiness, negativity, pain… To feel the freedom that comes from being able to continue to make mistakes and choices – today I choose to feel life, not to deny my humanity but embrace it. Kevyn Aucoin

Today I choose to become a better person.Today I learn that I need people around me to feel content.Today I choose to be humble and share my happiness and knowledge with others.

Although minimalistic in options and choices I chose to share some thoughts from time to time however I am grateful to learn from all of you what life is all about.

I choose to learn.To explore and discover what life has in store.I choose to be strong and more resilient.I learn to adapt to change and be open to suggestions.

Nevertheless I continuosly embrace a new me and if I am not happy ,I don’t need to stay in that trance.I need more time to evolve to the new me but I am more powerful than ever.

I am a beautiful mess but I love it.


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